tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28558553403712359982024-03-13T15:02:42.870+13:00Dancing As HologramWhatever that means.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-42694132809614688152011-03-05T12:44:00.004+13:002011-03-05T12:53:23.505+13:00When We Were YoungA kid from 2P9 sang Malique's song in class today. I told him that it reminded me of myself when I was his age. My buddies and I performed Too Phat's "Anak Ayam" on Teacher's Day.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjX4y5HLV9UdRozuO0L6f3FoX3ADT00b896g6RzYf8ayTuUOBOqKoT3VzIHhYV2tSFpQa8eFtEUs78HISCc8VRafThfHWoI3TFFO9sB4-J9cAl7ihlVIHokY2ky8m6LpWVHKd06_Y3omgc9/s1600/54b57pg.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 289px; height: 287px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjX4y5HLV9UdRozuO0L6f3FoX3ADT00b896g6RzYf8ayTuUOBOqKoT3VzIHhYV2tSFpQa8eFtEUs78HISCc8VRafThfHWoI3TFFO9sB4-J9cAl7ihlVIHokY2ky8m6LpWVHKd06_Y3omgc9/s400/54b57pg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580376407873785746" border="0" /></a><br />Later that night I felt like revisiting my 14-year-old hip hop phase. Downloaded D12's "Devil's Night" and to my surprise, a decade later, I could still rap along to those psychopathic but fun songs. Word for word.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-70409271024296907022011-03-05T12:30:00.004+13:002011-03-05T12:42:31.253+13:00Lead<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrKvm96tKf6n4gYKLXTIXT6VpNMDffRNxDlmWuorgPBQ3Tx61BoqY-7OV2TLh3xMQJaLLlA7KmglSxuI4VyOMTlWPF1dDr3wKnD2D9JTvXjbSuri2yWLAw5a0P4vlfJ1uKu2X4EUdZg-Cs/s1600/wu-tang-clan-tickets-club-nokia-.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsEXFVy-m2V3fWVgLjahoSpdoP5sesT0NmYaPaIU0aHuUDOz6EuOpTWZ1uClPKkHYKBSYAei77layg0ZDHVHaJI4p0SsZ6xFtec_ShaHLr7yHXANPZhcq2cK1HmVBo8eGGL1TRcdWvQDBP/s1600/08106_142128_oasisDCL230908.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 305px; height: 229px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsEXFVy-m2V3fWVgLjahoSpdoP5sesT0NmYaPaIU0aHuUDOz6EuOpTWZ1uClPKkHYKBSYAei77layg0ZDHVHaJI4p0SsZ6xFtec_ShaHLr7yHXANPZhcq2cK1HmVBo8eGGL1TRcdWvQDBP/s400/08106_142128_oasisDCL230908.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580373861975874578" border="0" /></a><br />Noel Gallagher's first words to the band that would later become Oasis : "Let me write your songs and I'll take you to superstardom, or else you'll rot here in Manchester".<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrKvm96tKf6n4gYKLXTIXT6VpNMDffRNxDlmWuorgPBQ3Tx61BoqY-7OV2TLh3xMQJaLLlA7KmglSxuI4VyOMTlWPF1dDr3wKnD2D9JTvXjbSuri2yWLAw5a0P4vlfJ1uKu2X4EUdZg-Cs/s1600/wu-tang-clan-tickets-club-nokia-.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 330px; height: 206px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrKvm96tKf6n4gYKLXTIXT6VpNMDffRNxDlmWuorgPBQ3Tx61BoqY-7OV2TLh3xMQJaLLlA7KmglSxuI4VyOMTlWPF1dDr3wKnD2D9JTvXjbSuri2yWLAw5a0P4vlfJ1uKu2X4EUdZg-Cs/s400/wu-tang-clan-tickets-club-nokia-.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580374113409255170" border="0" /></a><br />RZA from what would later become hip hop legends Wu-Tang Clan devised a 5-year plan in which he promised if he was given total control of the group, he would "bring them to the top".<br /><br />I feel like as a teacher you'd need to take inspiration from these promises. Earn students' faith and convince them that if they let you show the way, you will lead them to betterment. Hopefully I can do that.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-31012219736030537992010-12-30T06:53:00.004+13:002010-12-30T08:42:33.115+13:00The Benefit of Bloggingand nobody actually following your blog : You can post embarrassing stuffs like this.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8duoHxDptpaRMqYcQNIhZOJZJB9gqbXwSb-wTv6h2eSxVg7iwrgqlSgbvs9_1U0YbCRJAgnHPFwksjg7nHQaQNSAC1Sn9rZd1IttVlwMbEcRl1ZjzKl9xExci3PG19O-Q2rQ1YB9gktxZ/s1600/loveofmylife.bmp"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 275px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8duoHxDptpaRMqYcQNIhZOJZJB9gqbXwSb-wTv6h2eSxVg7iwrgqlSgbvs9_1U0YbCRJAgnHPFwksjg7nHQaQNSAC1Sn9rZd1IttVlwMbEcRl1ZjzKl9xExci3PG19O-Q2rQ1YB9gktxZ/s400/loveofmylife.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5556163929359356338" border="0" /></a><br />Happy New Year, Miss Love of My Life! You're awesome, too.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-42673155708259509162010-12-08T08:49:00.004+13:002010-12-08T19:28:47.629+13:00It's That Time Again...for my birthday. I got a Nintendo DS from Dzeti two years back and a brand new phone from her last year. It feels like these happened yesterday. When I turned 18, my dad surprised me with a guitar, my first ever. Some irresponsible douchebag borrowed it and lost it in 2007. I still imagine having that thing laying around here somewhere.<br /><br />But things change and time waits for no one.<br /><br />"I'm 23 and I'm already hazy,<br />What am I gonna,<br />What am I gonna do?"<br />- The Starting Line.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-4100034996237245912010-12-05T05:00:00.002+13:002010-12-05T05:00:04.025+13:00Astro Rock<div style="text-align: justify;">...is a term coined by Brave Saint Saturn (another favourite band of mine, consisting of former members of the defunct but legendary Five Iron Frenzy).</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPtyvO8p6wNrc74CtshdM8eA8MSJYub6p26RW2476ndsycRZAbvQklHstLLyMTq2IbwmC5jLcnqcfg6G3HqvbNbF2fqlNm_p3Ah-mPoUjYowQyVL2qP56_euroEnB8aDxwuoL8uEWyvLmo/s1600/brave_saint_saturn.jpg"><img style="text-align: justify;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 214px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPtyvO8p6wNrc74CtshdM8eA8MSJYub6p26RW2476ndsycRZAbvQklHstLLyMTq2IbwmC5jLcnqcfg6G3HqvbNbF2fqlNm_p3Ah-mPoUjYowQyVL2qP56_euroEnB8aDxwuoL8uEWyvLmo/s320/brave_saint_saturn.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546789914865367954" border="0" /></a><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">It refers to their own breed of rock, which is entirely anchored in astronomical concepts. So far spanning across 3 full-lengths, their lyrics revolve around tales of astronauts’ struggle (and at times, failure) to survive in space, all the contrasting emotions that rage inside them as they hover alone million miles from Earth and the sense of accomplishment and victory in their homecoming. It is not an occupation for the timid and it’s really interesting to hear astronauts' trials and tribulations being told in a form of rock music. (Recommended sample: “<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2PY44AU47U">Daylight</a>”)</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">It just dawned on me that a few of my other choice rock bands could be considered astro rock too.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-14WDw5-jYwCQIl32LXFSONzcJ_V7K9_hNjQFdyZ7WkoYd_0HdQJiGReIs6N0KBF_dyyvXSHmT-J5PnthYpvropBeVM5l3NaGC_QLWzCgmBNjrEYhtvz5B5J6DLuoKLkGDg3RtsKdQMgF/s1600/bad_astronaut.jpg"><img style="text-align: justify;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 280px; height: 188px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-14WDw5-jYwCQIl32LXFSONzcJ_V7K9_hNjQFdyZ7WkoYd_0HdQJiGReIs6N0KBF_dyyvXSHmT-J5PnthYpvropBeVM5l3NaGC_QLWzCgmBNjrEYhtvz5B5J6DLuoKLkGDg3RtsKdQMgF/s320/bad_astronaut.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546790454595303106" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Bad Astronaut is an off-shoot band consisting of punk rockers from different bands. They assembled with deep-rooted spirit of punk rock, took inspirations from places beyond the atmosphere, added some mellow heart-wrenching sensibilities with strings, pianos and acoustic guitars, injected some masterful and versatile songwriting, and poof! – you are gifted with a rare gem of original music. (Recommended sample: “<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_l8C99Aw23U">Autocare</a>”)</p><p class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuuCR62aXL8FYJYC350E4JnWCO65VDA5aFvpbpRCABKCnHy-81y7-DdMqxh_zJZSqz1vQGSmWhbbsNd3HLd4M0jtEOHra7ueiOm8ysnmP6W5H1U4BxLhP39R5B-vEF7_ZgDZML-AVaZGVW/s1600/AngelsAndAirwaves-09-big.jpg"><img style="text-align: justify;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 292px; height: 217px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuuCR62aXL8FYJYC350E4JnWCO65VDA5aFvpbpRCABKCnHy-81y7-DdMqxh_zJZSqz1vQGSmWhbbsNd3HLd4M0jtEOHra7ueiOm8ysnmP6W5H1U4BxLhP39R5B-vEF7_ZgDZML-AVaZGVW/s320/AngelsAndAirwaves-09-big.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546791124728565106" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Growing up in the late-90’s, Blink-182 played a huge part in introducing me to guitar distortion and power chords. Plus, I never imagined such immature silliness from an adolescent’s viewpoint actually had a place in music. It was really refreshing, at least for me. Almost a decade later, Tom Delonge grew way older and his musical outlet widened with Angels and Airwaves. Characterized by uplifting melodies and huge U2-inspired guitar works, layered with futuristic electronica that aliens in space might bop their head to, he seems to do the refreshing thing again. (Recommended sample: <span style=""> </span>“<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbcwlH-Qimk">Call to Arms</a>”)</p><p class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiprW8-T1hXIyQR_Q703EpipSIbGeT-G_tpDnPWNh5PzQ4mDfZLxcl8ZAinfY0u9Q9ByQCDIy35-2IJRaycw2Q_aPkVf9JDn42PvMmaXMc_fo_SraTePTp8pdzvPZwj1_UBCFrZy1wyGERN/s1600/Coheed.And.Cambria.jpg"><img style="text-align: justify;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiprW8-T1hXIyQR_Q703EpipSIbGeT-G_tpDnPWNh5PzQ4mDfZLxcl8ZAinfY0u9Q9ByQCDIy35-2IJRaycw2Q_aPkVf9JDn42PvMmaXMc_fo_SraTePTp8pdzvPZwj1_UBCFrZy1wyGERN/s320/Coheed.And.Cambria.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546791646419984290" border="0" /></a></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">And off course I can’t lecture you about my definition of good music without mentioning Coheed and Cambria. This band bases their whole career on an epic tale of cyborgs, space ships, as well as cosmological conception and destruction as penned by geek-genius Claudio Sanchez. Claudio Kilgannon (his own character in the story) is cursed with a power to bring an end to the Keywork galaxy he lives in. Off course he uses it to battle an ominous army and seek retribution from a high-ranked villain with undisputed supremacy who caused deaths of his semi-robotic parents. (Recommended sample: “<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-OQf0mG1As">From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness</a>”)</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">So if I ever feel like laying on a field, watching the stars, wondering if there are lives out there beyond our reach, I would play my favourite astro rock music. Maybe E.T. will stop by and have a chat.<br /></p>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-9102171240125068042010-12-04T22:38:00.003+13:002010-12-05T00:55:02.077+13:00While It Gently WeepsSome incidental benefits of me playing/having a guitar.<br /><br />1. Protruding fingernails make it really unpleasant to play. I'm forced to keep them well-groomed.<br /><br />2. Sweaty and grimy body leaves dirt ingrained in the guitar surface. I'm forced to bathe often.<br /><br />3. Oily palms can harm the finish. I'm forced to wash my hands regularly.<br /><br />4. Guitar hates humidity. I'm forced to close the windows. So, no more runny noses.<br /><br />5. Guitar is a powerful dust-magnet. I'm forced to tidy up my room.<br /><br />Now I just need another hobby to force me to do about 1450 other things that I need to do.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-23938242518403010562010-12-03T19:19:00.003+13:002010-12-03T19:29:16.235+13:00Let Me Bring Her There<div style="text-align: justify;">I don't care about anyone else. Not even myself. I don't have the need to attend the convocation there. It's just that it has been my dream to bring her there. After all that she's been through, nobody deserves it more than her. I remember driving in the midst of unparalleled beauty along South Island lonely roads and each time I saw something like this, ...<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgU2iHVYriAcfmM1SAINRPLYZAkkXRZxkhRYhfFbbfS8ujRjYjfDfMaO8Wq0pdhbyvJoMgPlkm3PgdYSpPpFO38y309rkAi0mjBEqUGBgsD5lb8zGwY-B8E0KZDTqquVp3cH8-LS_6P9rWM/s1600/IMG_2732.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgU2iHVYriAcfmM1SAINRPLYZAkkXRZxkhRYhfFbbfS8ujRjYjfDfMaO8Wq0pdhbyvJoMgPlkm3PgdYSpPpFO38y309rkAi0mjBEqUGBgsD5lb8zGwY-B8E0KZDTqquVp3cH8-LS_6P9rWM/s320/IMG_2732.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5546339046893383602" border="0" /></a><br />... I thought "My mom would love this in front of her eyes".<br /></div>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-15063010217739291852010-12-02T22:34:00.007+13:002010-12-02T23:10:05.384+13:00Big Head and Small Shoulders<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:trackmoves/> <w:trackformatting/> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:donotpromoteqf/> <w:lidthemeother>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:lidthemeasian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:lidthemecomplexscript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> <w:splitpgbreakandparamark/> <w:dontvertaligncellwithsp/> 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I recently got into Against Me! and found the man to be quite interesting. I don’t want to be singing praises or displaying my (totally heterosexual) fondness of the guy here, though. It just that it reminds me of how I did the same with Claudio Sanchez’s (for a brief period since it hasn’t been updated) and Jason Mraz’s blogs. They really got me hooked and I enjoy reading about their yarns, opinions, personal struggles and fun times as much as I do watching movies and TV series.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""></span>There’s something about the fast-paced life of a touring musician that fascinates me. It’s not just about earning money doing something you love, visiting new places and making new acquaintances each day. 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I want him to shake my 23 year-old self and scream at my face ruthlessly, “What the hell are you doing!?”.</p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span style=""></span>At this point, my lifestyle is the direct opposite of sophistication. I am not social person, I don’t read, I haven’t got my finger on the pulse of the world and I don’t think much except for morbid destructive things. In short, I am a little useless sad guy who resides in the lowest and furthest rank possible from successful touring musicians. Even if they just happen to have an interesting job and are actually ordinary people with their own everyday ups and downs. </p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal">Like a kid wishing to be their favourite superhero, I really like to live these people’s lives. 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The interesting eventful life is something that I wish for but on the other hand, the frustrations and hopelessness that they can’t escape reminds me that my own frustrations and hopelessness might not be exclusive to me. </p>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-45542961676256276112010-11-30T00:50:00.000+13:002010-11-30T01:00:30.912+13:00SullivanWe don't share continents<br />Or worlds for that matter<br />But he gave me something<br />It pulled myself together<br /><br />He never did know my name<br />Or a name like mine<br />The other day he died<br />It made me think for a while<br /><br />I read about it out of nowhere<br />I was silenced by a phrase<br />It didn't freeze my blood<br />But my sight dimmed for a day<br /><br />Saw his life through a peephole<br />Felt his energy through sound bites<br />The other day Sullivan died<br />It made me think for a 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I wish I’ve never dug them out.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I’m trying so hard each day not to resort to hate since I can’t bear regretting it later. Yet, I could not muster another feeling for you. I am confused. Should I put on an endearing smile as if everything is alright? Should I keep on looking for the bright side of things and ignore everything that lurks in the shadows? Or should I not think or feel at all and just accept things as they are? </p> <p class="MsoNormal">I don’t know. You tell me. You’re supposed to be the one with the plan. It’s just hard to believe that desperation has actually been a part of the plan all along. You’re supposed to be the example for me. It’s just hard to accept that all that I should be is everything that you’re not. You're supposed to be many things that you're not. So, you tell me. </p> <p class="MsoNormal">How I wish that you’d tell me. I believe I am man enough to face the truth, no matter how ugly it is and no matter how it contradicts each aspect of what I have been picturing my past, present and future to be. I’m strong enough to overlook told lies and receive the hidden reality. I’ve grown and am ready enough to find that my whole life so far has only been the sweet and colourful icing of a rotten moldy cake. I’m well-prepared to see that my future will not be bathed in shiny sunlight as I have hoped it will be. I’m strong enough to discover that this bullshit is endless.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">But I’m too frail to find out from anyone but you yourself.</p>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-2602415352517767792010-11-07T09:58:00.003+13:002010-11-07T10:07:51.071+13:00The Importance of Being Idle"Lonesome is the only way that I truly feel free"<br />- MxPx, Lonesome Town.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">(I think Twitter is lame but I haven't been inspired to write longer posts for quite some time. Way to go!)</span>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-59742555166338424552010-10-27T20:50:00.002+13:002010-10-27T20:58:43.426+13:00She Would Turn 34 TodayI have so many things to tell you,<br />So many stories to share,<br />I wish the door would open and you would walk in smiling,<br />But you'd never be there.<br /><br />*Al-fatihah for Allahyarham Riza Marina bt Abd Razak, my dearly beloved and deeply missed sister. It has been 2 years and I miss her so damn much.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-31778019740522872582010-10-25T18:26:00.000+13:002010-10-25T18:27:42.896+13:00Sebulan Aje LagiFalse alarm, it wasn’t the end,<br />Seems we meet each other again,<br />Heave relief, it isn’t so bad,<br />Another year will wait around ahead<br /><br />Another year is just a blur<br />Can’t figure out what I’m after<br />More hours in my hands than I need,<br />But I’m slowly releasing the grip.<br /><br />Inertia tosses me<br />As time accelerates<br />I’d regain my poise in a minute<br />Except I never did<br /><br />These are our good old days<br />Moments we’ll wish to retrieve<br />But I’ll finally see it years too late<br /><br />In our hazy sight, tomorrow waits,<br />And our footprints left behind will fade.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-57233409734526186612010-09-18T04:47:00.001+12:002010-09-18T04:53:05.785+12:00Record Producer at Work<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAVQ-tuIlhoSar2vRVQmFGsF8J8NuVMEKc3kEPWoyWPdsD6C04Kj-oPi1-SPlrXxZX6a6sjsU3E9oNSvHJuXwgFIwROYam0s77SEois0zWDEoka6ADAWtgbCVdO70IxBWFmYB6EndY413b/s1600/Photo+0863.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAVQ-tuIlhoSar2vRVQmFGsF8J8NuVMEKc3kEPWoyWPdsD6C04Kj-oPi1-SPlrXxZX6a6sjsU3E9oNSvHJuXwgFIwROYam0s77SEois0zWDEoka6ADAWtgbCVdO70IxBWFmYB6EndY413b/s400/Photo+0863.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517926115718043106" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Gotta hire the best<br /></div>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-74524009263134272092010-09-07T11:10:00.002+12:002010-09-07T11:17:29.882+12:00Maaf Zahir Batin......and Selamat Hari Raya, everyone.<br /><br />Do have fun. Celebrate. Feel glorious. Be grateful.<br /><br />Unless we don't really deserve it.<br /><br />-HisyamHisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-42018843137801182342010-08-20T18:45:00.003+12:002010-08-20T19:02:33.481+12:00These Are The Good Old DaysFirst and foremost, Coheed and Cambria was two weeks ago. This blog has been devoid of updates since my laptop is really messed up lately. Anyway, the gig was great, despite a few shortcomings which I have already gotten over (and not worth mentioning). In the previous post, I talked about a guy who I envied for meeting the band at the airport. Well, turned out that I met him at the gig and hung out with him and another die-hard fan throughout those few exhilarating hours. After the show, I approached the tour manager to find out whether we could catch the band on their way away at the airport. Their departure time was very untimely since I got to be in IPBA in the morning but the other two new friends endured the exhaustion and waited for them at KLIA. The result was photos of them with the band having a good time and me being miserable looking at the photos. Haha. So, that was the end of my fanboyism episode.<br /><br />Anyway, lately I've been thinking about these last few months as a student. Soon, I'll be completely out of my comfort zone into total adulthood. These are the good old days that I'll remember later but I don't know if I'm prepared. I suck horribly at coping with changes and I succumb to misery when life passes by too fast.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-59063088166625916002010-08-01T03:09:00.003+12:002010-08-01T04:15:17.980+12:00Fanboyism (Current Level : Unbearable Excitement)Disclaimer: This post will be filled with childish remarks. Fanboyism, when not treated, could inevitably cause this. Keep your distance if this kind of thing irks you (as it does to even me).<br /><br />I was surfing Facebook (using Dzeti's account. I've let her reset my password and keep it as a secret, for reasons not to be revealed). Checked out Coheed's page and there's a picture of a Malay dude welcoming them at KLIA. Dang! Jealousy elevates skyward.<br /><br />I'm preparing myself for the big night, which turned out to be tomorrow (I thought it would be on Monday till Dzeti reminded me this morning) so I'm maximizing the Coheedistic spirits in me with some rituals such as ironing the band T-shirt (which has been worn a thousand times, as most probably noticed by people around me), sliding the ticket and KillAudio hardcover neatly into my bag, preparing photos to be signed during meet and greet and once this is all done, I'm impatiently waiting for these 18 hours to lapse, all with nothing but Coheed discography in endless loops in the background.<br /><br />As evident here, fanboyism can also result in run-on sentences. And I'm quite surprised that I managed to type without caps and multiple exclamation marks.<br /><br />OHMIGOD COHEED'S GIG EEZ TOMORRROOWW!!!!!! OH MAN I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MYSELFF!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Damn! Almost.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-19017019383120792152010-07-27T22:38:00.002+12:002010-07-27T22:42:23.671+12:00Fanboyism Part 2Some exciting updates from Junk website. Love Me Butch will open for Coheed. Yay, I only get to get glimpses of their energetic performances through Youtube all this while. And another thing, Coheed will hold a meet-and-greet session before the show. Meeting Claudio for the third time! Can't wait for 1st of August.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-68402867551131454902010-07-27T22:33:00.002+12:002010-07-27T22:37:35.643+12:00This Kinda Coo YawThe other night I wanted to prepare some character cards to help kids learn about "Phantom of The Opera". I intended to make something like those Pokemon or Marvel trading cards that I used to treasure as a child. I wondered if they were templates online and I discovered this really cool character trading card generator.<br /><br />Check it out at http://www.readwritethink.org/files/resources/interactives/trading_cards/ and do see what other stuffs ReadWriteThink has to offer.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-23690051007843249472010-07-21T22:14:00.002+12:002010-07-21T22:31:35.030+12:00While-Reading ActivityInstruction: Read the blog post and answer the following question.<br />===============================================<br /><br />Each time I stride away from the classroom, I'm a gentle man.<br /><br />Gentle. Man.<br /><br />I speak femininely since my throat is worn out from all the straining of voice. I walk tenderly since each ounce of my energy has been depleted. I'm a warm person who smiles at everyone since the ferocious half of me has been let loose to run riot.<br /><br />Each time I stride away from the classroom, I'm a gentle man but moments ago, I was a whole different being.<br /><br />I was a carnivorous animal that preyed on kids.<br /><br />Reading Comprehension Exercise<br />========================<br /><br />The last sentence suggests that the author...<br />A. was extremely fierce in front of kids.<br />B. was not in his human form in the classroom.<br />C. literally ate kids for lunch.<br />D. had pedophillic tendencies.<br /><br />You get a smiley ( :-) ) if you answer A.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-66571889294511950842010-07-21T02:18:00.003+12:002010-07-21T02:39:27.300+12:00Che'Gu<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxhhaX59rrwV0eWSceVUyogivNgChGhxEXJX0beHpaYP5_qwiP2xSRD-FjdsMSXmFJk0Y0_dsFADOltpSgQldsIYudiPN_rWmO6p-1eR_IY1hrmIsbRNWoqCZAdtpLOA4wKJSDFPT2gOzR/s1600/Photo+0643a.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 282px; height: 299px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxhhaX59rrwV0eWSceVUyogivNgChGhxEXJX0beHpaYP5_qwiP2xSRD-FjdsMSXmFJk0Y0_dsFADOltpSgQldsIYudiPN_rWmO6p-1eR_IY1hrmIsbRNWoqCZAdtpLOA4wKJSDFPT2gOzR/s400/Photo+0643a.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495997530186285298" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Hari-hari che'gu tidur,<br />Che'gu sudah tidur,<br />Mari kita main.<br /></div>Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-23010037986794116122010-07-17T05:02:00.001+12:002010-07-17T05:04:48.055+12:00Fanboyism...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxBUFk1wTkTlf4eAA4yQyOj5zgTMQhVgHSmLs0qOEC7cuV4FSDyyRy7pXiz1Kd5L9MaUp5ySyJpF1fkbpdyEol7nuhMvR37d2Keo8uJlyB4Wo6cFKYKcTzqi80RfjPKYuilAQ_lrXGubMw/s1600/Photo+0658.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxBUFk1wTkTlf4eAA4yQyOj5zgTMQhVgHSmLs0qOEC7cuV4FSDyyRy7pXiz1Kd5L9MaUp5ySyJpF1fkbpdyEol7nuhMvR37d2Keo8uJlyB4Wo6cFKYKcTzqi80RfjPKYuilAQ_lrXGubMw/s400/Photo+0658.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5494550993733664466" /></a><br /><br />...is costly.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-31454634145938899512010-07-14T05:31:00.006+12:002010-07-14T05:57:07.498+12:00RoboticizeI have spent so much time, years in fact, thinking about making changes that all I am capable now is thinking. I have indulged myself in the dark for so long that I have grown accustomed to it. I have spent too much time in escapism that it's all I need to escape from. <br /><br />I predicted, no, I hoped, that my new pattern of everyday life would give me a good whip on the butt and drive me forth. It's ungrateful to say that no steps in that direction have been made. I'm grown-up enough to notice the little positivity grasped along the way. But I'm also dubious enough to realize that things are actually hauling me in deeper into the quicksand. Illusions of strength are shattered. Hidden flaws are eventually undisclosed. And are aplenty. A logical sequence of thought would attach all of these to the whole journey of self-finding and self-improvement. But logic is not my strong point. Let’s say your mind games have already rendered a significant part of your being worthless, useless and purposeless. So when all what’s left of you are proven by the unforgiving force of reality to be defective, what is really left of you? <br /><br />So here I am with a solution. More like a theory. One for me to try to validate myself. You take inspiration from robots. Roboticize yourself. Gather all your emotions and all the thoughts that can stem from emotions. The self-loathing thoughts, the distraction thoughts, the so-called happy thoughts. Package all of these in a box. Seal it with a hundred layers of masking tape. Toss it away a hundred miles. Now utilize all what’s left of your mind to sort out things you have no options of not doing. Execute these things with your soulless body. Keep doing this until… I don’t know. That’s the furthest I can think of right now. But maybe something good will come out of this. I’ll be doing myself proud if I can achieve it.<br /><br />People have likened their ordinary lives to robotic existence. Some of them find solace in it, some tolerate it and others complain about it. But all things considered, they are all living it. What does it make me if all I want to do, all I genuinely desire to do right now is to become like these robots? <br /><br />At least they are robots. I’m only a piece of rusty scrap metal.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2855855340371235998.post-47074608441299558522010-07-14T02:52:00.001+12:002010-07-14T02:53:27.815+12:00Have You Actually Lived Lately?I'm almost ashamed to answer that question truthfully.Hisyamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12761496749107398243noreply@blogger.com2